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Update…soccer got canceled due to weather. I text H to tell & he replied with-Ok. And immediately after that he text me again & asked how I planned to deal with this pregnancy? I was on my way in to a grade school to mentor a 2nd grader (I do this every Tuesday at an inner city school during lunch) so I text back stating I was walking into the school to tutor & that I would call him on my way back to work. When finished I called & he said he was really busy & couldn't talk.

We've been home for over 2 hours now & he hasn't mentioned a thing. He has had some small talk & not ignoring me, but I don't know if I should bring it up or just wait on him?

I'm off to run now & the girls will be in bed when I get home. I'm very nervous for this conversation whenever it does happen.

There's a lot of things going through my head right now. I'm afraid of rambling & not being able to get my thoughts out in a manner that shows control & calmness.