H is to be with S, Thursday- Sat, then Sun for a visit, and Wed before trip...if it is decided it is ideal for S to go.
I know that being at the airport will be hard in saying goodbye, but I feel that I have been very flexible and not selfish in this decision to agree that H takes S across US.
I want to be a little selfish and see S off at airport, I will never be able to forgive myself if something happens to S and I did not spend up to the last moment with him. H said we did not have to decide on this now, can wait and make finally decision.
Don;t I have the right to be a little selfish with this?!
