waitingformagic, One thing I see in you that I also have a hard time with is the need for reassurance from others. I only point this out from reading your thread and I see some of me there and it makes me want to change that in myself.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy