Hi NLW I am sorry you are sad today. I now those days....

I was listening to a song the other day, and unexpectedly started crying. I thought wow, I miss H, its so sad what has happened. Lately, I have been thinking that maybe the sadness will not go away completely. And maybe thats not a negative thing. I dont want my feelings to become immune to the trauma that happened to my family. I want to show my family that despite sadness that may enter our lives, and it will, just like any other emotion, we can still live and thrive and enjoy our lives to our full capacity. It is sad. And it always will be sad what happened. It doesn't have to rule us.

Oh and too bad for your H that you are doing the right thing for your kids.


(((((((((NLW))))))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home