Bklyn

[BklynMom]

Thanks for all your thoughts.

Some things have shifted for me this weekend but maybe not in a db kind of way.

I am actually relieved I am no longer with my h.

I will continue to act nicely and pleasant towards him but I hate his guts (and his girlfriends too). Yes I think I will continue to hate them even when I move on to my next relationship, I will act kind but it will be an act. This man left his two children when they were 1 and 2.

This weekend my h couldn't pick up the girls at his usually schedule Friday night pick up so he picked them up Saturday instead. Saturday night I find out from my girls that he had the babysitter come at bed time and she put them to sleep then he went to a birthday party. Next morning girlfriend had slept over.

So this month he may put his kids to bed two nights, if he chooses to stay home.

Why does he need shared custody if he is gonna go out boozing on anight he had the girls? The girls told me who birthday it was and he is essentially a drinking buddy.

My h is a high functioning alcoholic. If his behavior continues in this trajectory I am going to ask that he take breathalyzers before he picks up the kids.

I feel sorry for this guy but he is a monster and she is his accomlist..

Don't want to end this post on a negative note; past two days of glorious weather have been wonderful for me and the girls. I am totally happy and grateful for what I have. Honestly I have the most beautiful angels in the world. I am blessed!

Thanks again for your feedback