Thank you for posting this NG. It is very insightful. I will reread and reflect for sure. Its interesting how we can live for so long being so unaware of ourselves and our behaviours and subsequent actions. I know personally, for so lone, i just never felt 'right' within myself. Anxious, worried, angry. I thought that was just who I was. A 'bad' person who could not be loved.

Thank you for this again NG. xxx

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home