Also not a runner, but fancy myself to be every time I hit the treadmill which is about 2 x every three months lol

Tallula you are sounding great. IMO, using anger as a shield and not the dreaded sword, is one of the most effective techniques to use when protecting yourself (not that I always am able to employ it myself).

wondering how I will do that training as a single mom of 3....

Dont borrow trouble from the future....you are blossoming in the here and NOW.

xxx

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home