Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

Mizjjd...u have been such a big help to me. Even though i don't know u personally i really feel like u r a friend. Thanks for the list. I will study it. Im working on my 180s..i guess i need to start w not reacting to H as the first one. Trying to find myself. Funny...as a teen ager n college student (in Ohio)i was so much fun. Everyone used to tell me i was so much fun to hang out with. Now i can't figure out how i turned into a boring mom with no life outside work n kids. Now that weather is nice going to try n walk everyday to clear my head...that's a start, right?? Also..trying to rejoin a bunco group w some women in my neighborhood. focusing on me n my kids n to fix my financial situation. Going to have much less contact w H. I do believe he only lies to me anyway n its hard to listen to anymore. He really just needs a job.