So, my wife has begun the seperation/ mediation process and I jsut received an email stating how she would liek to go about. We will be meeting with a family relationship centre to work out what to do in the best interest of the kids aand how to go forward in our seperation.

My heart is racing....its a massive blow, i was hoping she would take some time to think things through but she is already making the next move.

I know she is so determined, she wont back down now she is going full steam ahead with this. I cant see any way back from here. Once she has made up her mind thats it.

I feel lost but then i should not have expected anything. Man, i need some time to absorb this hit. It feels hopeless.

Me - 37
W - 37
M -5
T - 15

S=5
S=3

Seperated - 12/12
BD - 20/03/13
Still seperated - no R or M talk yet.