After phone coaching session #2

[azguy]

Hi reb, just caught up on your postings after awhile away from this board. Good to read you've had so many positive interactions with your H. The hugs and the sense of feeling known must have been wonderful to experience.

I can identify with your concerns as well. If you succeed in reconnecting, can you really form a new R? I don't know exactly how to approach this, but I imagine it's a common struggle. Is it anymore uncertainty than if you were starting a R with someone new? In a way you are. You are are certainly different, and it sounds like he is too.

Oh, and you were asking about other 180's. Listen to bug and stop mindreading If he were someone new you were starting a R with, you would have no idea what he was really thinking, and you don't. Impressive 180 list, by the way.