I had this big post typed out, then something happened with my phone and it got deleated. I'm not typing it all over again!
I did want to thank everyone for all of your comments - they are so valuable to me. I enjoy hearing from everyone, no matter where you are on your journey.
The whole A thing is frustrating. I do understand the thought process behind it on one level. I see the depression, misery, and darkness in my H. I know he hurts.
But on the other hand... The man had a pretty damn good life, and now he has burnt it to the ground. Sad.
It's interesting to see how time goes on, that there are so many role reversals in our R.
I think I have said this before, but there are times when H will ask me a lot of questions, and ask me strange questions. He did it again tonight.
I am meeting a friend for dinner tomorrow, which we do every month, usually on a Tuesday.
He has a meeting tomorrow, which I also knew about. He and I had already discussed how we could do both. He would come home right after meeting, and then I could go for dinner.
So tonight he mentions going to the sporting goods store after his meeting. I remind him I'm meeting my friend. He didn't act angry, but boy did I get a slew of questions!!!
Did he and i talk about this? Where are we going to eat? When did my friend and I talk about where we were going to eat? (Huh??? I especially liked that one) Do we usually go out on Tuesdays? When was the last time my friend and I went to dinner?
Now you also have to picture me, just calmly packing lunches and answering his questions as though this was the most normal thing in the world.
Lots of texting too, so I imagine there was drama on lovers lane. Gag!
Oh well! Looking forward to my dinner out tomorrow
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
