I'm just popping in to say hello and to ask that you do something. I know that you are hurt, angry and sad about where things stand with the R. These are all normal emotions. The one thing that I would ask is once you have moved on to your next R, are you going to still harbor the hurt and anger and sadness towards your Ex? Or are you going focus your energy on your new life?
When your girls are with your H and his GF does it not comfort you some knowing that they are not cooped up in some dreary apartment while your H drinks himself into a stupor? That there is at least another person who is willing to shower the girls with affection and caring?
I know it is hard right now to feel anything other than anger towards your H. He is certainly deserving of that anger. But, might it be a better use of your energy to focus on the positives and avoid the negatives as much as possible?
Take care of yourself, BK!
Me51 W53 S17 S14 M22 T25 Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11
It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
