Forward, I am making it harder on myself. I doubt it's hard on him ... he has his separate life where he works, and I am at home all the time, except when at uni. As I posted, he should stay there most of the time. He has told me many times, that he wants to be friends, and it seems he's making it hard for me not to.
Snodderly, you always hit the nail on the head. I do feel somewhat trapped. Thankfully, I have a writing retreat in the first week of May, and will be going to C-city end July, and whole of August. I will continue writing, and getting my book finished. Got 3 chapters done.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim