Time to roll up the sleeves

[mrtwopointfour]

I completely agree. Right now I think my brain is seeking confirmation that I am still a 'good catch' in case all goes wrong. But I have never been unfaithful to my wife, and still love her more than anything in the world - well I must do if I still want to be M'd to her after all that's been said - so no danger of me going down that road.

Strange thing is since that dream, which was the first dream I had that was not about me and W and divorce, I had a dream last night that me and W were back together. It was not pleasant waking up - but for some strange reason I did not mind so much - it made me optimistic today.