AS, maritimer, Papa and PF2, thank you all for your input. I do need some insight and encouragement right now.
PF2, W had about a week straight where she stayed in the other room and I was actually ok with it at night because I expected it. This going back and forth, not know what to expect is what gets me. And also as AS stated, I guess I had expectations that things were improving where obviously they were not.
AS, long ago I read your sitch and we are similar. It still makes me ill to read your last sentence. I sooo do not want to S but it is not my choice to make.
Playing softball tonight so I will be away this evening. Maybe she will be asleep when I get home. It is hard to have her in bed with me until the kids go to sleep and then she gets up takes her pillow and says a sweet "goodnight". That breaks my heart.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
