Thanks another...yeah I just took my break and kept on going...so weird how many things make you think about the BD or the WAS...no wonder H has decided to be a state away and here in the house as little as he can...but at times I look at it as not being fair because I have to face the reality each day...then I remember I was part of the decision for him to leave and part of the place our marriage got to...makes me sad for him too
