@ Chatterbug - great input...does feel like everything is stacked against me, do have thoughts at times about where would i be today if i had tossed her out like my gut wanted to...but my kids would have been crushed (and the whole financial thing). trying to work forwad but she just gets pissed if i have a "bad" day or something "triggers" me in to a sort of depressed funk.
@ DLS - the more i look back before the A i think it was a shortage of respect for me that i am just now realizing (only other person that knows about this is my office "wife" and is amazed with all the disrepect i get, and tell me all the time that my W should be thankful for all the things i do, and wants to tell her she has no clue how good she has it). on the flip of it since the A i don't let walk on me and i don't have her on the pedalstal i used to keep her on.
@Kenva - if my bad expirence taught me one thing, you better expose her and let her know you know, don't live in the darkness alone.
M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
