Wow guys, had a very emotional last two days. Yesterday i cooked a dinner of yakiniku for my H and I only to have the night end in flames. H started to go off on a tangent of critisisms against me so i stopped cooking, told him to not treat me like that at the finner table, packed the food away and didnt talk to him the rest of the night.
Come afternoon the next day H was guilt ridden and wanted to talk to me. He apologized for everything and said he felt bad i was going through all this and how he has treated me. I asked him what he wanted to do with us and if he felt that he still wanted the D to start thinking of sending me home.
H broke down and started sobbing, just kept saying sorry and that he didnt know what to do. He said he didnt mind being around me but he saw no future with me or for himself. We spent a good few hours talking casually about what we wanted to do in the future and what our hopes and dreams are. He really doesnt know what he wants in his life. I couldnt say anything to him, only listen. Im very sad and confused right now. What should i do? I think this is a step in the right direction because we are atleast talking again but im not sure howto take this turnabout.
