Have heard nothing from H on tickets or visit times and dates for this week...plan to not contact him, this is his thing to do if he wants to do it, he knows the agreement WE have come to.
So sitting back and doing the waiting game...have a job interview tomorrow...and am applying for one today that I would REALLY like to get so we will see what the future holds!
Today cleaning, outside yard work etc.
As far as things around the house, anyone else have a sad feeling when doing them...yardwork use to be something I would look forward to each spring, I would move snow just to get it to melt quicker to get out there, tried it yesterday and had to sit down a lot coming to terms with this might be the last year I get to tend to my gardens. I have put a lot of work into them since we owned the home, a lot of money and time...H never appreciated them, so it also was a lot of what our fights were about too...he always wanted to take it easy on the weekends and I always had 'projects' as he says...never was okay with what we had...which I have thought about a lot...I was okay with what we had, I just like doing household projects and H does not...that is what it gets down to
