So I continued my "tirade" (not really that, but it sounds good to me)
Really all I did was recap where my head and heart's been since 2006. She didn't see the change then because she was so checked out. There were several events where I went through transformation during that time. There was the first bomb and start of MC in 2008. There was a marriage conference in 2008. There was another marriage conference in 2010. During this time, I was the one studying about relationship. I was watching videos online. I was reading books. She was way too fed up to see any of it.
Of course, there was also the bomb on 2/10/2011. I admitted to her how devastated I really was at that time, and how upside my world had been turned. But then I also went through how I've responded to it.
I concluded by asking her what she would like me to do. I said I could either follow up with my L as she had "encouraged" me to do, we could talk by phone to wrap things up, meet up to wrap things up, or we talk about rebuilding the M. I told her I believed there are a lot of exciting things going on my life and I'd like a special woman to join me in the pursuit of the Lord. I said I'd like for that special woman to be her. Heck, I'd even share my friends. However, if that's not what she wants, I will respect her wishes. I said maybe God has someone else in mind or maybe He doesn't want to share me?
I have not heard back from her since Thursday night.
I figure I will either hear back or I will need to follow up with her.
However, if that's not what she wants, I will respect her wishes. I said maybe God has someone else in mind or maybe He doesn't want to share me?
