Life is short. DB is not.

[leopoldstotch]

Pulp its normal for you to feel down this is a big adjustment for you. Don't second guess your decision to move back home. I also suggest you stop trying to read your W's mind. I bet she really doesn't know what she wants but she won't tell you that. I wouldn't 5hink to much about how she acts when you drop your S off it's just her way of dealing with the sitch. Things will get better for you and easier in time.