You're draining. You don't listen. If you did you would stop talking about your H. Your so hyper focused on him no wonder he shuts his phone off and drinks. If you don't think he can sense your obsessing you're wrong.
I don't think you should be doing 180s related to business. You should be doing 180s on other aspects of your life.
Why doesn't he want to spend time with you right now ? You're kidding right? He can't stand you right now .
My sitch was miserable for 3 years with wife's depression, anxiety,panic attacks. Took me 3 years to look at myself and stop trying to fix her.
She is the exact same person from 3 years ago. Maybe a little different. I learned to let many things roll off my shoulder and try to coral my adult child
You don't get it. You need to fix yourself. Stop asking why your h doesn't want to be with you
Sorry u are sad. I know it's tough. But you hinge on him so bad you do it to yourself
