Oh, another thing, he said he wants to continue talking about things, I don't know how to do this without my feelings and emotions spilling out. While we didn't argue, and it was a calm and collected conversation, it felt natural to do so, and based on his words, I know he feels differently.

Also, I did tell him that when you love someone, you set them free, and told him that I have done this even though it is not what I want. He expressed to me that he cares about me and never wanted this but he has changed and doesn't know what his future is or what he wants, just to be able to move forward....

More spinning around the wheel I guess.

BombOctober 2012-
OW 11/28/12 -H still denies
Separated 11/29/12
Own place 12/12/12
Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13
Oct 2013 - I knew I was done
Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life