Thank you for your very kind words. They were a much needed balm to me. I have been beating myself up, far more willing to forgive him than myself. He has mixed enough truth in his words to make everything plausible. And they still are. The difference is that I have been trying to make amends while he has not.
I am beginning to accept this MLC reality. It is just not normal. I was talking to a very close friend of mine. I do not talk much about this situation but I realty needed to talk. I told her of the GF situation and the fact that he appears to be chasing someone who is trying to save her marriage (in his words anyway) and of his disbelief that I may not choose to stick around. Her reaction was that there has to be something physically wrong with him - brain tumour maybe? I immediately felt better. Because in the beginning isn't that what we all think?
I have not heard from him in over three days now. He has had a dose of reality so I did not expect to. As for me I have taken that much needed rest this weekend and have gone turtle on the rest of the world. Tomorrow my week begins again.
