Just putting down some notes. I am feeling strangely negative at the moment. Have had a nice time with my S. But now the realization that W is coming back has set in. She was gone for a week, it was so peaceful just me and the boy. A part of me I never felt before wishes she was gone for good. Never felt this way about my spouse. Simply has been restful not having all the chaos. This is all unrealistic but this is what I am feeling so I am not denying it. Just going to get it out before W comes to see our S. Then I can put on my happy face... will definitely be faking it to make it today until I readjust to reality.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal
