ugh.. i am losing it!... EVERY Sunday (so it seems), H turns off his phone, and It drives me insane. Apparantly, he spent the night again at his guy friends house.... this bothers me. He never ever used to do this (socialize) and now he makes the time to do so, and sleep over so he can drink. I don't get how he would rather be doing that, than having time spent with me & D. D & I would beg him to do fun stuff with us, and he was always "too tired"... how does he have the energy now?

I am discouraged...BIG TIME !

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)