Irreplaceable

[Raine]

I really doubt your H is planning on leaving. I could see him having a stash somewhere as a safety net for himself, his own security blanket. My H kept his trunk packed with stuff for the three months post BD before he moved out. Like I would discover something and he would have to run with just the clothes on his back.

Also you're very intuitive and you know what he is doing. He doesn't realize that. He would just repeat his pattern again. So as far as future trust goes, you will know if he ever cycles back to this phase of his life and you'll know then what you will want to do about it. Personally I'm like many others here. I couldn't go through this a second time. I'm barely managing once

Ugh! I hope you don't get sick too. Take care of yourself. Here is hoping OW does.