It's just really tough because I really wish I had my H to rely on through all of this. I've come to depend on him so much for emotional support
I get it....it is tough. The way you were living yesterday is no longer available today. You have to find a new way...and change is hard.
You are not helping yourself by staying on the roller coaster. It's time to rediscover yourself and who you want to be....your H and your M do not define you.
