I know that God has put in this extra challenge for me today. Everyone keep me in your thoughts and prayers that I will handle this challenge with the grace of god and show my husband compassion and strength. Please pray for me that I make the right choices in not only my words, but in my heart, and that I rise above this challenge with my true self in tact. And that the outcome will be one that is not only best for me, but my children, and hopefully my H too!
I have been doing a lot of inward thinking, my true H was a man worth loving and fighting for. I have had some dark days as we all have, but I do not believe in my heart that my H and I are at the end yet. Time and distance has kept me from thinking about this day where H and I talk about our future going forward. I will admit that this day seems dark even though the sun is shining ever so brightly.
One person said at some point that he seemed content with the way things were at this time, but I know that has changed. I will follow up after our meeting today as I know I will need someone to share some light.
All, have a good morning, and know that my thoughts and prayers are not only there for me and my family, but all of you and your families as well.
BombOctober 2012- OW 11/28/12 -H still denies Separated 11/29/12 Own place 12/12/12 Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13 Oct 2013 - I knew I was done Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life
