I understand there are a lot of positives. But I feel it's all so forced and that this is all going to blow up into another bomb drop again. With him saying " well at least I tried".

I find that everytime I step back from the relationship he is very interested. The minute I show any interest he backs down. I don't know if its a control thing or not.
I know I should be backing down, however he has felt that I never loved him the entire marriage so backing down is giving him what I had always done.

I have no IDEa how to act.
I am literally driving myself crazy.


H:37
W:37
M:10 years
D:7&5
Bomb:9/7/12. H moves out
H moved back 12/23/12-not going well
Retrouvaille 1/18
H moving out again 3/14