you have been dealing with this a very long time, so i can definitely understand the whole being tired thing
couple of questions jstx
is she on any type of meds to help with what is obvious her going thru depression?
are you on anything to help you get thru the really low periods that piecing brings?
you mention that she considered mc? did that happen? if not, is that still a possibility?
michelle is so right on the money when she says that one can pull this off, but that one needs HELP, either in form of therapy or meds or association or doing the things that will constantly bring the pma up.
if you really want this r to work, your going to have to take care of yourself first...that is primo