Things are going well for me. I'm on another trip. Get back in 3 days. Talked with both our kids on the phone today and had good conversations with them.
Talked with my DB coach and he felt like there were some good improvements to my situation. Texted and talked with the wife today. Mostly kid stuff, but we worked well together on the phone.
When I talk to you about your lack of self esteem, I hope you know that I only see it because I KNOW it. I have sold myself short for years and I have never seen myself as someone that would be sought after. The funny thing is, if I look at it, I have a job most people would envy, make a pretty good paycheck, travel the world, have two beautiful kids, and I don't look like I got hit by a bus! On top of this, I have an absolutely STUNNING wife. Why would I feel I am not a catch? It's because of how I grew up. It affected me and convinced me I was worth less than others. I am just now beginning to understand what the real truth is.
You need to learn the same. If you knew your REAL value, WFM, you would not be letting your husband work you over like this.
I'm not saying to walk away. What I am saying is that If he decides to leave, you WILL have someone come along and show you JUST HOW MUCH you are desired and loved!
On top of this, I have an absolutely STUNNING wife. Why would I feel I am not a catch? It's because of how I grew up. It affected me and convinced me I was worth less than others. I am just now beginning to understand what the real truth is.