Today friends came over w/a puppy, I have a cold and cuddled with a movie and that puppy for 2 hrs, it was nice to feel something warm next to me. I thought how nice it will be when it's my g-son and felt happy for my life, H can't have that, or take that away from me.
God won't let me be alone, there is a partner out there for me, if it's H God will continue to carry him until he's ready, if my path is to find another our path is already paved.
Well, we at least deserve more than abuse and neglect, were looking for more like L and respect!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
