I hear ya!!... I don't get it either. We are clearly the better choice & they are rejecting us... makes me furious! How can our committment to try and try again not be enough for them.
I get it...
sorry you are having one of "those" moments. ((HUGS))
Rest & continue your path tomorrow.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)