Quiet on here tonight ! I'm doing okay, had a night out and had fun. Feeling a little negative about the future with W , however optimistic about life without W. that probably sounds strange.
W been picking fault all day, trying to press buttons. Think she is trying to test whether I really am calm and stress free. It's a little exhausting and to be honest if this is how W is now, I can do better! I still love her but can not tolerate this kind of attitude. Maybe it's time to consider whether to quit now or carry on.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
