I think after 2yrs of this I have gone beyond boundaries being enough. It's like tell a dog to stay, but you can hear him barking in the next room. HIs bark is bigger than his bite, but I'm sick of all the noise, it's just useless noise that comes out of his mouth.
There is no room during his deterioration, anger, rebelliousness, for any kind of reconciliation or even friendship, now or in the near future. I am not setting boundaries I am staying completely away, and he seems ok with that, but who know's, he has not had the experience of my absence.
Not that I believe that would change anything, MLC'ers don't care. But, it would be best for me, to be away from him. Still need to work on the how!!!!
Thanks for stopping by, don't get me wrong I don't take this lightly, I would love to L my H, and respect him and be a family, but that's not my choice anymore, that world has been scoped out from under me.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
