Thank you, TVS, being me, SIAS, unworthy t2 and everyone You have no idea how grateful I am to be able to come Here and rant my head off and still have your love and support.
Stbx picked up the girls this morning. It is a beautiful sunny day here. He reiterated that they are going to his sisters house. I can only guess it's with his girlfriend.
They left and I felt a over whelmed by sadness; sadness that I wouldn't be spending this glorious day with my angels, sadness that today would just be another step in him dividing up our family. I lay in bed and cursed the sun for it's existence.
Thankfully I have a fill day of stuff planed and couldn't wallow in my misery. I have been out and about for a few hours now.
My head is clear and I sent him this email.
Only a poet could compose a sentence that would explain the deepth of the darkness in a mothers heart when her children tell her about the weekend they spent with their father and his girlfriend acting as if they are a family.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
