I know, I know. It's all I can do right now. I didn't go into details to W about what the trip involves. I think that's not necessary. The internet is down again today at her place so I sent a text to see if they were feeling better. My actions (at their door) can only happen as soon as the 1st week of May. I only have 13 days of leave saved up right now and I'll be using about 8 to go see them in May. It's tough being so far apart. We've just not had enough time together. But I plan on using each of those 8 days to their fullest potential.