Shiss...It has gone away some...only time it really comes back day to day is when I think of H being with another woman...that brings it back every time...I don't know if he is yet or not...but as soon as I get that feeling I try to get rid of it...can't stand the pain of it...
I only have contact with H when he sees our S, and only speak with he when he wants to, which is very little...
But I also still have a little anxiety when I see there is a message from H that I need to read or a phone call. Face to Face conversations about marriage have been my downfall...don't have them!! Make sure you don't unless they want to and then only talk about them...this is the hardest lesson I have had to learn!
