I guess I feel like I'm riding a roller coaster right along with my H. One minute I want to save my M, but the next minute I don't care and I'm just concerned about protecting my kids and myself. Is this normal?


Me: 33 H:33
M: 11 yrs
S: 3/8/13
H came home: 3/10/13
S for second time: 3/16/13