So he is on his way home. I absolutely understand how the distance can be good for you but thank you for acknowledging my feelings. For me the distance has been both a blessing and a curse.
The distance has helped me breathe. I could choose whether or not to answer the phone. I will not ever have to see him again if he strolls off into the sunset with GF and baby.
It is also interesting that you missed him. Even as he has been. Doesn't that just say so much about the fact that this is such a strange journey into Wonderland?
I also hear you about the guilt. I was not a great partner. He was very supportive of me. Don't I owe him? This is where we are in our journey, I think. I am with you kid
