"I’m done being a string along. I know it’s only been 12 days but I’m his wife, not some girl he picked up at a bar and isn’t sure if he wants to be with her or not. He’s a coward and is bailing, and I’m sick of being the string along."
I agree with what everyone said. You say that you caused alot of it by pushing him away for YEARS. Sounds like you were the one stringing him along.
Continue to get help and learn some patience. It took years for you to push him to this point, it's not going to take a few weeks for it to get better.
How SPECIFICALLY have you changed?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.