AS..its a terrible addiction and one which is so hard to give up.I smoked 25 years ago and remember the cravings stayed with me for a very long time. That's one reason I didn't want my H getting to that point again. I guess that's why I had to take the approach I did. I won't look after you or hold your hand. If smoking is your choice. This is my choice. One of his issues with me at BD...I don't want a mother..OK I get it. I detached and it saved me and hopefully ultimately H as well. Sorry to hijack Reb but you know where I'm coming from.
