Thanks all. You are right, I know. Just difficult. I guess I am bitter from all the bitterness and blame thrown at me.
I did talk to my d's about helping with new place. So many variables, finance and custody battles to deal with to picture it or commit on something. A house is not a home, you are so right.
Road trip? I will if I can and timing works! Sounds cool.


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.