Wow, thanks, everyone. Your words mean a lot. This has been a challenging road. Some days I am at a total loss and I have to acknowledge that but keep moving forward the best I can. Heard the Pink song Try on the way home from work this morning, gotta get up and try and try and try... I've made many mistakes but I hope I've learned from them.

I try to give S encouragement,like I get here because I can't fathom how he must feel with a brain that's always trying to trick him into believing things that aren't true.

And to 2, I took out the trash.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss