PON.. I know that its just mind readig.. I was just posting to get it off my chest. not crying, just venting/sharing. Was not focusing on him. Im ok today! honest! Happy actually, happy that he texted last night NOT ABOUT WORK !! very happy for that!

I responded to his text as I know that he is "trying", he was in a happy mood and sharing... that is him "trying"...but, only a teeny tiny bit. If I did not respond, he would feel I didn't reciprocate. I feel my responses were "matter of factly" and nothing could be judged by them, either way.

There are times that I have not responded to his texts or even that phone call at 11pm on a Saturday night.

I am on page 146 & 154, re-reading a few things. I also read 37 rules often.

Tx for chekkin in, but I'm ok today. Really!

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)