Here we go loopty loo. Here we go loopty li.

[reachingHigher]

Raine, tvs & snodderly said it better than I ever could.

I think your H is freaking out right now b/c of the intensity of the sitch. He is being squeezed by these internal pressures of MLC but is responsible enough and attached enough to you to not fully walk away.

I really believe there is a lot of hope in your sitch, but you hafta be so incredibly strong right now, I worry about you.

Do take care of yourself. You've been through births before with the other boys so at least that part isn't new. You can't depend on your H right now emotionally. But who knows how a new little baby might touch his heart.

And I agree with tvs. None of these OW can hold a candle to you. They're just little tiny crutches for H to deal with his pain. Deep inside, he knows you are the prize. Capable, strong, sensitive, wonderful mom, fun, lovely, and much more! You are just way too much woman for him to handle right now in his little boy state.

Hugs,
Baby and all,
rH