I'm trying real hard to be the Shepard.

[reachingHigher]

Hi Mtnman!

That must be confusing when she teases you on one hand with her "artwork" and then is annoyed if you notice some tattoos on her friends.

It reminds me what snodderly is always saying...that they want you to be right where they left you, but THEY are moving on.

I think it's good you laugh about things together, although I know the tension is always underneath. And I know you are frustrated. And the question is always there inside, "how long is this gonna last?" I'm so sorry it's so difficult.

I'm glad you have the d.b.'s. It may be a compliment from W about tinkering. I know I've always appreciated and admired men who can take care of and fix things.

I know I've said this before, but aside from the physical part, we are really the same in our interactions. At times it's as if my old life is right there if I would just reach out and take it.

This dynamic was much the same in my sitch. It's why my H could say, in the height of replay, that he felt the same about me as he ever did.

Mtnman, are you prepared emotionally for Sunday with the anniversary announcement in church and perhaps some comments from meaning-well folks? Have you decided on a card or anything?