I agree w/TV...there is a bigger picture and you are not done by any means.

Raine, keep the focus on you and your children, but most importantly, on the new little one that is about to come into this world. Are you all set up for the new arrival? Are you packed and have everything ready to to go the hospital?

Take this weekend to finish up whatever you need to do to get ready and once you are finished, prop your feet up and rest. Allow God to work on your h for now. You have far more important things to focus on these days.

Take care of yourself.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.