Thanks for your kinds words hacker, but yeah it's time to heal. I wanted everything is get back to normal right away, especially after I moved away from OM, but now I realize, it won't be "normal" hopefully better. Now I know how much he is really hurting inside, that I don't want ro dive into a relationship, for now, as long as we are on friendly terms I will be thankful for that. It must be hard for him to even put on a friendly face towards me.
